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i moved where my heart had drifted off to long before. i live on a hill of hundred acres, where my dreams have merged with the view. it is quiet from machine noises yet loud with sounds of horses, dogs, cats chickens and ducks. nature is the true artist in resident and i am just her apprentice who often gets lost in her gaze. once and a while i travel back to cities and foreign places to put into photographs what i have learned, yet always, part of my heart is left on the hill..

Sunday, November 9, 2008

no not the same


you asked if my smile was the same
and if my hair was still long
a second later you asked if my eyes still sparkled
and if my skin was still rosey and pale...

you asked me why i as was so quiet, you said hello
hello in the receiver as if the line got diconnected

disconnected, yes.

those things no longer apply to me, perhaps the long hair..
but i still drink mochas, read russian litterature, i have two dogs but there not the same ones, i know longer practice, i cry when i am happy and now i cry when i am sad and sometimes when i am mad and i am all those things a lot of the time.

10 comments:

Claire said...

the essence of you has remained and grown all in one. i do not know you but i sense this without having to know you.

ELK said...

oh my ~ the colors ~ the words

heidi said...

twighlight berries... beautiful!

Georgia (AKA g-bug) said...

beautiful title.
beautiful photo.
beautiful words.

shilvia said...

i am in a whirlwind of wonderful words and breathtaking photos... beautiful!!!

Aran said...

gorgeous. one of my favorites nadia! i had a dream last night that it went along the lines of your words.

leaca said...

your photography is beautiful and mysterious. love it.

corine said...

Oh yo are so good. gets me every time

Bonbon Oiseau said...

i love this nadia...i feel like i have written this letter before to people who knew me before, a long time ago...thank you.

Ashley L. said...

Incredibly beautiful picture and blog! I'm inspired by it! Thank you!