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i moved where my heart had drifted off to long before. i live on a hill of hundred acres, where my dreams have merged with the view. it is quiet from machine noises yet loud with sounds of horses, dogs, cats chickens and ducks. nature is the true artist in resident and i am just her apprentice who often gets lost in her gaze. once and a while i travel back to cities and foreign places to put into photographs what i have learned, yet always, part of my heart is left on the hill..

Monday, September 22, 2008

trying to convince you i am not made of stone




i started this blog a year ago, it was a place of my very own, a place i could write things that troubled me; pain, heartache and loss. it was also a place where i discovered that in those things lay something beautiful something that cried desperately to live again fully.

it is a year now and not too much has changed yet nothing is the same, i walk around as if i made of stone and that i will not be affected by peoples actions or words- then feel my heart ache when ohers treat me like so.

i am not made out stone, i am not made out of stone iam not made out of stone... i am not

13 comments:

Claire, said...

Put beautifully.

heidi said...

Beautiful words, my friend.
Happy Blogiversary!
xoh

muralimanohar said...

I feel privileged to have never been blinded by your exterior, only ever seeing your heart in your blog.

Happy blogiversary!

corine @ Hidden In France said...

No, you are (raw) flesh and bone. And I adore you.

Passionate About Baking said...

Happy blogiversary Nadia...time flies & life goes on. Your emotions are so evocative; how can you be made out of stone? Take care my dear...your writings touch a raw nerve in me. xoxo

sofia barĂ£o said...

you are made of everything but not stone, your heart is more alive than many others I've crossed.
happy anniversary to your refuge :)

Aran said...

no, you are not and that's what makes you beautiful.

Bonbon Oiseau said...

your heart is always learning, not made of stone (which is what makes you beautiful!) but learning how to create the boundaries we need to not hurt so badly...

josephine said...

if you were made of stone, you would not be able to produce the gorgeous work that you show us. your heart is tender, it shows in your work, and that is why it touches us all so much.

happy anniversary!

A Cuban In London said...

Happy anniversary!

Greetings from London.

littlebyRD said...

Happy Anniversary. Your photography is just stunning and I appreciate your complete honesty in your blog.

Tartelette said...

You are not....you are made of every "resonnances" of every fiber of the human being.
Keep meaning to tell you that this blog is my favorite place to come reconcile me with everything inside. I rarely leave a comment here because everytime I tried it turned into a 2 page confidence or story instead of praising your art.
You are beautiful, this blog is beautiful and I thank you for it. Du fond du coeur.

shilvia said...

similar reason...cherish every feelings. it shapes us to be the way we are. and looking at your blog, you turned out simply wonderful :)