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i moved where my heart had drifted off to long before. i live on a hill of hundred acres, where my dreams have merged with the view. it is quiet from machine noises yet loud with sounds of horses, dogs, cats chickens and ducks. nature is the true artist in resident and i am just her apprentice who often gets lost in her gaze. once and a while i travel back to cities and foreign places to put into photographs what i have learned, yet always, part of my heart is left on the hill..

Sunday, April 24, 2011

got it.

it would be very hard to put into words the last few month and more so what i feel on this very day.
i feel as if i am yelling but the noise does not escape my lips.
i understand, no biological kids ever. i got it.
that i have also encountered people with fake blood in their veins and those people will never be genuine, i got it.
that i am not as strong as i hoped i was, i got it.
that coping skills are none existent, i got it.
that i leave a lot to the last moment, i got it.

that this too shall pass, i do believe i get it.

4 comments:

etre-soi said...

how I understand you Nadia, especially for that first "I got it" but did we really got it ????

dia said...

That this too shall pass... Yes you get it.
It always has, it always will.
So shin up, you come for good sturdy stock.

Char said...

i get a lot of these same things about myself. the understanding is painful sometimes...or a lot of times.

heidi said...

I'm sorry Nadia...
xoh