love

so it knocks on your door and turns your life
upside down, it pulls your heart from your chest
and sucks the air from your lungs...it kills you
or atleast soemthing in you

love or what feels like love tares you apart
shreds you and one day you don't recognize anything
about yourself...

but then somehow you get out, your breathing but barely
you swear never again, never again is not a decision
you make, but what you begged for to end the pain...


but then a quiet moment- too quiet
you want to feel it and you ask yourself
or tell yourself how is it possible?
how is it possible that blood still flows
to it and boom just like that it start beating again.