i think i am not good at it. i try. but it is hard. would it be okay if i was the woman without a face. would you mind terrible if i surrender to failure. i don't think there is much happiness that will come from knowing me. ask the others the ones who turned away. I am writing this and if you think i am sad, no, no i am not. there is something that comes from knowing my weaknesses and my worth in this world, knowing it make's it better then pretending that i weigh more than i do. wait i do weigh more than i think i do, so while i become the woman with no face is okay if you take my body too.
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I for one am so happy to know you.
It's not ok with me if you surrender to failure because I think I know what you mean by that.
Here and not going anywhere,
S
Surrendering to failure in the sense of forgiving oneself for poor choices is liberating. Surrendering to failure due to the attack of another is detrimental to oneself.
A body can be broken and a heart can be shattered when given to another human being but a soul can be fortified and protected no matter what is hurled at it. Tracy Chapman sings about this in: "All you have is your soul." Take a minute to ponder her words.
I care for you Nadia. I have grown to love your way, your innerness and your absolute transparency.
I too am here and not going anywhere anytime soon.
Much love,
C
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