I am learning things

about myself more and more each day
i also know how lucky i am to have a list of happy things
like these;

I am happy because

I have the loveliest mother who I have so
much in common with, who understands me, encourages
me and gets easily excited by beautiful things and magical
words just like me.

I am happy because

I am learning how to be friends with women or maybe because
i have found women i want to be friends with.

I am happy because

I have learned to use my camera in a simpler
way- the way I truly see things.

I am happy because

Blogging allows you to capture, recorded and share things the moment after you
felt and seen them.

I am happy because

even though I have gained beaucoup de pounds
I have learned to see myself differently, and for a reason I can not
explain I feel more feminin then I have ever before.

I am happy because

I have sophie to love

I am happy because

I live in the city and only ten minutes away
I can walk on a farm or deep into the forest

I am happy because...I am lucky to have all this.

but I must confess that in me i find sadness because

today some people will not have a chance for any happiness

because

war, hunger, disease, fear,hate, depression, anxiety, death.