i have not written here in a very long time, even as i write now i feel as if i am not sure why i am compelled to. I can blame Max Richter and his deeply moving pieces. Life is nothing like it was before, richer and a more beautiful life i have never known. Every step and mis step has brought me to the place i am now, i am a mother to the most incredible little being. I am breathing deep breaths after 14 months of labor and profound love for this little girl.
I am also now beginning to recognize what had layed dormant. Music can do that to you, it can wake you up, shake you even break you. Today i learned something i should have probably already have known, we do not see with our eyes, they are just conduits to the brain and it's memory just like the heart is.
happy to be awakening, now unto wholeheartedness.
picture above is my home on a beautiful stormy afternoon.
